Thoughts
It is 2:47 am. That should be enough to tell you I am up in the middle of the night going crazy. I am exhausted and yet can't sleep. It has been a long time since I have written down my feelings. My blog has been mostly short updates of the exciting things that have been going on in our lives lately. But let's be real. There are plenty of hard times to balance out the fun! I want to be careful and not make this a pity party, depressing or wo is me post. I have so much to be grateful for. But when I look back and more importantly my kids read this some day I don't want them to think our life was all perfect. They will have ups and downs in their adult life and I want them to know it will all work out! David has left for the third time in 6 months to the Philippines. The last time he left he was adamant that I was coming with him next time. No if ands or buts about it! Well, here I am in bed alone and David is on the other side of the world in a different time z